2026-02-10 There it is again Monstrous Abyss Bottomless Pit [[2025-11-05 Back Again]] Find a routine Heal Make something of yourself Share works of art Repeat [[Borders, 202X?]] Remember, self: You are experiencing a fever. Keep living until you get better. ❤️‍🩹 Endless summer Unconquerable soul Come back to me One breath at a time [[2024-09-26 Pain Causes Birth.]] --- And now, late at night as the day ends, I recall the importance of [[courage]], and the cost of it's absence: Everything will repeat, the pain will cycle, if a courageous step is not taken to step forward *despite* the fear. Fear cannot be swept aside. And I can even find something interesting if I live where this fear is most prevalent, at this edge of chaos. Here, I feel I have some shot at [[Rewriting Fate|changing]] fate which earlier seemed a downward spiral. Today I realize no one taught me to have [[courage]]. Today I decide that I can teach myself.